The answer is no, for Haibara Conan’s feelings for him are great, but for a girl who has many traumas in the past like her, repeatedly seeking death is a relief.
After experiencing so much misery for organizing the Black Coat, Haibara wanted to seek death to free her
Specifically, there were 3 times Haibara wanted to seek death as follows:
– Episode 29, Haibara stays on the bus that is about to explode. She knew that the car had nothing but it seemed, Haibara did not want to get out of there.
– Episode 78, Haibara ran to the last car of the train that was organized by the Black Organization to set up bombs while everyone evacuated. This moment showed that Haibara was really thinking of death
– In Movie Episode 5, Haibara chose to stay in the building that was about to explode while the organization was hunting her hard. It seems that this is an episode that Haibara has given up and doesn’t want to run away forever.So why did Haibara want to commit suicide so many times?
Of course, for a girl who just stepped out of the dark Mafia, where crime and deception are always rife. It was the place where she devoted so many years of youth that was the place that killed her sister. The Black Organization was truly cruel to Haibara’s family. When she wanted to get out of it, she was the product of her family, the poison that made her shrink like Conan.
Haibara still carries with her the fear of a fugitive, guilt for the abetting of evil and the loss of no relatives, how to escape the ghosts at all times. obsess? Therefore, it is understandable that she tried to commit suicide to rescue.
Haibara lost all relatives and lived alone because of the Black Organization
But Haibara chose to commit suicide not only for her own despair but for the much higher things. She is afraid of getting involved with others, afraid of people who care about her being caught up in danger, afraid that someone will resemble her older sister Akemi because of her. So maybe in her heart at the time, amid the dangers that the Black Organization could bring to those around her if she were still alive. So she chose to commit suicide to put an end to what would happen to her relatives and friends.
Many famous Detective Conan fans think that Haibara doesn’t know what to do, always thinks about suicide, and that Conan must be the one to save. It is undeniable that you choose suicide is foolish, her suicide for anything is not something to applaud or a great testament to Haibara’s good personality. However, Haibara did not commit suicide because of her selfishness, or wanted to make a big deal, making others pitiful.
What makes Haibara in the early episodes appear to want to commit suicide is simply because she thinks that no one is strong enough for her to trust and that no one is smart enough to believe that this person will break the evil of her. organize Black Shirt. And then through many tribulations with Conan, Haibara didn’t think about it anymore. She chose to live strong and Conan gradually exposed the crimes of the Black Organization, brought them to light and suffered their crimes.
Conan is the one who helped Haibara to regain confidence in life
It can be said that Haibara is a strong girl but still has deep corners in her soul, and that is the basis for her sacrifice and nobility, not merely suicide. Conan it is the person who came to the right time to help Haibara to get rid of those thoughts. Unfortunately, in the end, they couldn’t get to each other, or rather, Haibara could not be with the person she loved most.
Unfortunately, Haibara’s dream and love for Conan were not fulfilled
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